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| Thursday, November 18th, 2004 | | 12:57 pm |
roar
im getting a tatoo today in memory of the red sox victory and every year we win will be commemorated on my left shoulderblade WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOO | | Tuesday, September 28th, 2004 | | 2:44 am |
mushroom man
woowwww livejournal... hahahaha i am finally comeing down from my first trip ever.......... amaaaaaaaaaaaazing... i love college.... i love it.... i love life.................................... ........................................ ........................................ ........... and yet im still unhappy... wierd... but im happy who nkows i just really feel like writing right now... but not a paper... cus i wrote a paper on mean girls... so gay who knows... i love girls but they suck.... i mean im not saying they arent good to me im just saying sometimes i just hate them... my next girlfriend has to fuking prove herself to me so much... and thats gonna be really hard cus ive had my heart torn so fucking hard from my asshole that it still hurts... you konw what im sayin but anyways who knows... im just saying its so hard for me to love... but i want to be in love... i want it so badly,,, giuess im still lookin... looooooooookin fo loooooooooooove. guess ive just been lookin my whole life in the wrong places... i know to much now to be able to love... god ive been destroyed inside i am not the caring person i once was and i now have a negative outlook on relationships instead of looking positively ahead.... all i have to say is fucking indulge in life and reep its benefits.... let it prove itself to you peace out bitchyessssssssssss Current Mood: shrooooomyyyyyyyy | | Saturday, June 26th, 2004 | | 12:31 am |
this love has definately taken its fuckign toll on me
fuckign life has been good, i eman through all the misleadings and all the bullsthi of every day, im stilll haveing a hell of a tiem ,a nd will ocntinue to... tonight got shitted on but whatever, clearly for the better, at least i found out some important truths. i thought what happened the other night, waht clicked, waht was permanent, but clearly wasnt permanen=t, you are not permanent, once again im tghe fuckign fall back, you will deny it but its true, there is just something about you that doenst go away, through all the girls and all the bullshit, you are the one i dont let go of, yeah its wierd and obsessive, and yeah youve hurt me more than anyone could, i could care less, the fact that i still wanted somethitng after all that, is rediculous, i thought it was fate, wasnt, fate sucks but its all for the better, youll regret it someday, just wiat, and im not gonna say i wont be there for you, cus i will, all im gonna say is taht you fucked it up, and you ruined it, and the reason it will always lack that purity, is your fault, not mine, it was perfect, but was never perfect, you are the only one in the world that doesnt want it, so i guess i just represent safety, im too safe, far too safe, im not for you, you need someone on the edge, someone who has no boundaries, and will do anything, someone who is so out of control they never get mad at you, you need someone who doest have the love i do, cus i love too much, but i always do that, so when you read this like i know you will just realize that i cant doi th is anymore, and dont give me false hope, cus it suskcs, and no im not gonna be depressed about this, im not gonna even bring it up agian, dont expect the phone calls, and dont expect the special treatment or the comfort that comes with me, just feel guilty when you are with him and clearly have feelings for me, i feel bad for him, a good kid like me wronged, damn sorry dude i guess i fucked it up for both of us... whatever y ou probably hate me after this but its probably for the better, having you still want me in your life has hurt me, so maybe if you hate me, it will be easier, so i know you want to so go ahead, or give me a call sometime, your choice... wow that was/is pathetic.... i need a fuckign life so bad and college, i am clearly way to muhc of a little fuckign kid... in a week ill be past this and okay with life again, until then ill be fine, just slowly ease the pain away, not that big of a deal anyways... i just hope you realize what you do to people and why your life is just like "there's something about mary" you can insert the name im sure you know who its about... yeah well ill cya later on this subject.... other than the bullshit i love summer, and i cant wait for so many things, fourth of july, summer with the best, and gettign fubar forever.... peace out Current Mood:  frustrated | | Sunday, June 20th, 2004 | | 1:27 am |
who writes in a livejournal
this summer has been amazing, discovering nwe everythign every day, always having a good tiem, and no day ending sour... well except the sour patch kids im eating right now hahahahahah lately has been the shit... i had orientation this week, i met so many cool people, this one kid is gonna start up a Northeastern golf team with me.. its gonna be the fucking best time of my life there... well tenting is dead, our spot got its grass grown in, it needs to get a haircut, well unless we want tickville usa campgrounds then we shouldnt go there. hahah today at work, this bratty kid was yelling at his parents about all this stuff, then he got mad said he was going to the bathroom, ran outside and pissed on the wheel of his car HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH i had no idea if it was his car or not, hahhahha but it was and i was laughing so hard then he came back in and his brothers like beat the shit out of him it was so funny hahahahhahahahhahaha you have no idea... in the next chaprter of my day at work some guys last name was HYMEN hahahahhaHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA. .. i couldnt believe it it was so funny the last few nights have been great, but they have been few and far between, WHAT THE HELL? oh well looks like toomorrows is fathers day... i gave my dad presents already, thsi wicked cool golf discount card amazing factometer haahhah yeah but i bought it from zinck, who by the way, is owned by me in ping pong, ill admit i lost the first series 4-2... but what happened next 4-0 SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP bitch hahhah i just took a trampolines virginity i want to watch big fish tomorrow, after watching edward scissorhands today, who could resist:::::?????????? Current Mood: creative | | Saturday, May 15th, 2004 | | 12:23 am |
ooooooooooooooo oooooooooo stand on moutnais ooooooooo oooooooooo stormy seas
hahhh today was wierd, poker after schoool for the first tim ein forever... fuckign wierd then fuckign banquet, turns out i had to give a speech, and i had three seconds from the time i was told to the time i had to speak... hahahhaha i love public speaking, hahahahh oh i do YAYYYYYY anyways i pulled it off, hope it was solid, payed some tribute to miss toohey, and gave her a wine rack, told the story of how she taught me to sing, and inspired us all... hahahha and haha oh yeah we gave her a nice "MOMENTO" from the year! hahahhahaha meaning scrapbook hahh yeahh that was fun, then went out fuckin chilled and my dad got mad but im home and hes always mad so it doesnt matter but hes only drunk cus hes mad hahhahah woops i mean mad cus hes drunk hahahahha so i dont care, hes fuckign wierd anyways im gon to bed soon so ill cathc yall on the flip side peaaaaaaaaaaaaaace Current Mood: chillllllllllllllllllllled out | | Monday, May 10th, 2004 | | 10:11 pm |
WHAT THE FUCK?
yeah it seems to be a wierd occurance with my car in the last two weeks... after being keyed a few weeks ago by god knows who, it seems so many people hate me these days its not even funny, actuallly pathetic, and it was wicked fucking funny seeing a nice cock on my window after school today, yeah it came right off, but its fucking annoying and i dont have time to be cleaning my fucking windows... so fuck you people, i mean i love how im selling my car in two months, adn now it has huge scratches all down the side of it.. so FUCK YOU you cost me hundreds of dollars, thanks... i mean cus i have that kind of money and stuff obviously well besides that weekend got off to a rough start but turned out alright, friday night was nice i guess... and saturday was tenting, with more anonymous hater callers... hahah oh we were watching our backs alright, good fucking luck finding us, i feel bad if you do, it must have been funny when you guys ran up to the carrissbrooke field and we werent there must have been so funny i hope you enjoyed that waste of time you fucking faggots... WHY THE FUCK ARENT PEOPLE BEING FLAT OUT COME OUT AND GIVE ME ALL THE SHIT YOU WANT TO MY FACE. I would LOVE to take it... FUCKING COME SAY SOMETHING TO ME STOP HIDING BEHIND ANONYMITY... YOU FUCKING DICK... CRASH YOUR CAR INTO A TREE. i really don't understand how this all works out... so fuck it ive got a few months left here, im gonna make the fuckign best of it and wrap up the time of my life. thank god i will NOT be at Umass next year because half of the people going there are the fuckign scum of the world. no offense to the people that i like and respect i think you know who you are. because there are only a select group of people in this world i truly despise... so burning bridges does not help your future... dont forget that Does it make you indie? Does it make you proud? To talk the world into a paper bag Spotty stain of "I'm ok, you're not ok" Yes, men too could be on the rag The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself? The ride's over, fairing well?! NOT ON MY TIME. Current Mood: annoyed | | Friday, May 7th, 2004 | | 12:35 am |
"Fate is here... phone call the other night, after a rejection letter last week, accepted to Northeastern! now this came with mixed feelings, although it is my dreamschool i was all set on going to Umass... but as it turns out i thought about it and nothing has been on my mind since, decided today, next year i will be attending Northeastern University's school of business and i couldnt be happier... the program at Umass is excellent, but it is not the place for me. I am so excited for next year, and will celebrate all weekend... camping (tenting) that is. So anyways i am so excited and i cant wait for next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (x987428364823656362938479274) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH BOSTON YOU'RE MY HOME" as i said before, northeastern is where i belong, and i couldnt be happier to be going tehre... and despite all the fucking shit of marlborough and what parts of it have turned into, i stil fucking love life, and have tenting to look forward to saturday, so there, lets make the rest out of the summer, cus some of us obviously dont want to. BOSTON! Current Mood:  content | | Thursday, May 6th, 2004 | | 1:25 pm |
Umass
hahahh im most likely going to umass... my life is such a kill... money shoudlnt matter... but it always matters, the whole world revolves around money. never think otherwise college is obviously not your decision... it is your parents............ obviously | | Wednesday, May 5th, 2004 | | 10:08 pm |
Fate
Fate is here... phone call the other night, after a rejection letter last week, accepted to Northeastern! now this came with mixed feelings, although it is my dreamschool i was all set on going to Umass... but as it turns out i thought about it and nothing has been on my mind since, decided today, next year i will be attending Northeastern University's school of business and i couldnt be happier... the program at Umass is excellent, but it is not the place for me. I am so excited for next year, and will celebrate all weekend... camping (tenting) that is. So anyways i am so excited and i cant wait for next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (x987428364823656362938479274) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH BOSTON YOU'RE MY HOME update : then my dad told me i get a jeep after sophomore year.. his jeep... so nice... and its so much money... it bribery but its working ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what do i do.... Umass or Northeastern with circumstances ?????? survey answer below Current Mood: ecstatic | | Sunday, May 2nd, 2004 | | 6:06 pm |
WOW...
the last few days have been crazy. hard to put into words. the play was so good. it was a pain in the ass and nobody was ever at rehearsal i cant believe we were actually able to put it together and do a good job with it. Im pretty proud of that. work is so easy now, its like summer and nobody ever comes in, so its so easy. hahahahahaha yeah i love both of my jobs. a few nights ago at the lake some chilled times by chill fires with chill people is always a good time. i love the lake... and tenting! last night was fucking insane, some drama... wahtever its high school im done worrying about all this fucking shit ill have a whole lot of other drama to deal with with new people in new places most likely the same reasons hahahah life is pathetic. anyways i had a fun night besides the fact, whiskey fucking hits you man... oh shit and we did tie a bee to a string, i am incredibly proud of that, it has been like one of my life goals... it was awsome until it escaped hahahahhaha woops. i got it outside though so good. met someone cool, ill use that cellphone i have some time and press some buttons to initiate a phone conversation. hahahah........................... well i have some accounting work to copy down so i dont get shitted on... going away next weekend to maryland, kind of pissed about ahtt, it will probably be a good one, hope i dont miss too much. whatever every day is a weekend now! oh yeah! i got into the school of management talent advancement program at UMASS! im really pumped for this cus i get to move in two days early, miss the crowd for that, get nicer dorms, and our own floor with all kids in my classes, for this i am extremely excited!! peace Current Mood: full | | Monday, April 26th, 2004 | | 1:43 pm |
cruisin
welll this week was a great one ill say... hahha anyways yeah a few parties earlier in the week were sweet, then took off to puerto rico for a nice cruise. it was a really good time met plenty of people drank plenty of booze lost plenty of dollars and got nice and burnt. we went to St Thomas, Dominica, Barbados, and Aruba... I really liked Aruba and barbados... the other two were nice but very run down, especially Dominica... the poverty there is unbelievable. Saw a lot of cool animals and shit snorkeling everywehre. I actually went Parasailing in Aruba! that was an amazing experiece you could see everythign in every direction forever, there is nothing like being 300 feet in the air over the crystal clear water and feeling the warm breeze in your face. well i really liked the cruise except for the fucking "fun days at sea" the lack of things to do really gets to you along with the motion sickness which is extremely intensified by an enormous hangover hahahah. it was kind of funny like seeing all the staff on the boat because it was like a bunch of william hungs, especailyy when they all got together to sing at dinner hahah. one night i actually blacked out on the bar and headbutted a glass and broke it and gashed open inbetween my eyes, not my finest hour, waking up on a moving boat the next morning on a bloodsoaked pillow, dont reccomend it haha yeah. hope i didnt miss too much here, school is almost over and its time to let loose and fucking party. the rest of the year should be a great time. anywyas i miss everyone and cant wait to see you all... as for now im gonna play some poker and chill out til rehearsal tongiht... give me a call. | | Sunday, April 11th, 2004 | | 1:08 am |
sleepin all day stayin up all night
i guess today should deserve a journal entry... well the last few days have filled my mind with thoughts... and no matter how bad it hurts, and how much of an asshole i feel like, i cannot put my feelings aside... we didn't start off right, it wasn't right... which makes now not right, we got off on the wrong foot, and it started at the wrong time, everything seems so wrong, but you seem so right, im so confused, but i konw i can't have this right now, you have to follow your heart. Im so sorry.............. today i worked all day, i got to play golf with my poppy :) which was very nice, then came home and chilled out, king came over, albo stopped by, then king and i got clarissa and went to see the girl next door. Amazign movie i reccomend it to everyone. yeah stopped by a party, something happened, some things are better left unsaid i guess... it wasn't cool but whatever, it was probably wrong of me to walk in, just trying to round out the corners and make peace, but its okay people arent ready yet... can't stop the war... jeez life is so odd right now, i dont konw what i want, who is true, who is lying, who is real, who is fake, i cannot tell anymore, i need college more than ever, maybe this cruise next week will help me out... god i cant wait, maybe ill actually have a fun time with my family... fate is a wierd thing, who knows, i guess i'll never konw, missed opportunities pass us by all the time, but if something is truly meant to happen, fate will give you a second shot, just like in final destination, fate comes back around until it gets everybody, remember that... only god knows what is going on inside my head right now. Current Mood:  confused | | Wednesday, April 7th, 2004 | | 10:38 pm |
still wont quit
been fucking busy lately... too busy almost, but ive been doin alright... everything is going smooth... except my car is broken hahahha shit i should get on that... im failing math... fuck well mandy gets a mad shoutout... or shelll kill me... hahhahhaha but its okay cus shes beautiful ;-) madd cards and play practice and work all the time... well time for bed... sooo tired... i need a nature walk or something... Current Mood:  exhausted | | Thursday, April 1st, 2004 | | 10:31 pm |
like the deserts miss the rain
lately has been a wonderful life... everything just seems to be running so smoothly... well aside from school hahahah... well im sort of pissed about not getting into northeastern... but hey maybe i will of the waitlist who knows... otherwise UMASS amherst here i come.... hhaha hmmmmm well lots of cards, and work, and play practice all the time... all i do ya know... cant wait to cut my hair tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah oh and i love free gas... hahah Hung out with Mandy all day... purely wonderful ;-) life....... Current Mood:  tired | | Saturday, March 27th, 2004 | | 5:03 pm |
sort this out on your own time
musical is fun school is a joke work is a joke i just filled my tank for 15 bucks at the gibbs station because their pump measurements are off and the stupid foreign guy in the booth doesnt realized i love playing cards i love movies i hate colleges i can't wait til thursday because Mandy is wonderful ;-) and i miss her to death Current Mood: full | | Monday, March 22nd, 2004 | | 1:25 pm |
a rumble, chung chung
West Side story was this weekend, i think it went very solid, it was so much fun to be part of, i mean still a second to mr mhs, but its always nice to experience new things, i had a great time, and next weekend can be nothing but better! other than that my life has been consumed of cards, work, and some girl... haha ;-) anyways im gonna go to work now, im really tired and my head hurts which is wierd since i went to bed at 8 last night... wierd, maybe a nice cappucino will fix all that you are missed Current Mood: tired | | Friday, March 19th, 2004 | | 12:19 am |
sooo ready
today was an amazing day, schoool flew by, and i was off to see the loveliest girl in the world ;) it was a wonderful time as expected and it was time for dress rehearsal i actually feell ready for tomorrow... everyone go!!!!! 7 pm this and next friday and saturday at mms i hope you come ;) I am so ready to fall completely head over heals in love with you ;) Current Mood: content | | Wednesday, March 17th, 2004 | | 11:44 pm |
Falling...
Today just been chillin, school for like no time, did nothing, rediscovered my jet slalom skills... ummm yeah cads with the boys after schoool... always a sweet time rehearsal... play will be fucking sweet everyone go see it oh tomorrwo, im going to see the most beautiful girl in teh world.... you are incredible ;) bed time... or so we say Current Mood:  anxious | | Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 | | 1:15 pm |
fresh scents
last few days have been sooooooooooooooooooo crazy, with work, rehearsal, and school all in every single day i cant have time to sleep, especially when im tied up for at least 3 hours every night ;) hahah anyways rehearsal is crazy... every night... im such a slammer now in my chucks and slam jeans i look like i should jump up wicked high in the air and get wicked pumped up to slam an e chord or a c chord or something on my new fender strat... KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL i hate slam... anyone wanna have a chuck burning party after the show???? yeah play this weekend im so excited but not as excited as i am for THURSDAY!!!! i put on my jacket this morning and it smelled like you... makes my head crazy, and now im just that more excited to see your pretty face, keep smilin gorgeous ;) cus im missin you well now its off to deliver some flowers, after my 5 minute power nap, and then off to rehearsal................... Current Mood: busy | | Sunday, March 14th, 2004 | | 12:39 am |
jimmy cracked corn and i dont care
this weekend has been so incredible! Friday was a wonderful day of afternoon expeditions with clare e and rach to sudbury, in a great state of mind, i found out im employee of the month at blockbuster which entitles a 25 dollar bonus!!!! i dont know that just made my day. oh and that night, at northeastern, i met the most amazing girl in the world, Mandy Rose Citrone, i know you hate livejournal's, think im gay, hahha and all, but making fun of the world in that man's bed for hours upon end was probably one of the greatest times of my life... I had an amazing time with you and i hope there are many more to come :) at least now you know im gayer cus i write in a live journal... hahahahhahahaha rehearsal was very pointless today, basically drove around with halebopp zinck and stevo, rach tagged it was sweeeeeeeeeeeet... mobil about 0980769679 times, and im exhausted... me and eli played madddd video games... i cant go to the hockey game tomorrow = fuck, but this weekend was still sweet, but hey at least im managing blockbuster tomorrow!!!! life is amazing Current Mood: tired |
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